Wrizzit

Rec you something: Take a pen and piece of paper and write specifically and in details what you feel. You need to allow to yourself to see this part of you. If you aren’t honest with yourself first, you won’t be with anyone. You don’t need to open up to anyone unless you want to. But you have a responsibility to open up to yourself. You must listen to your voice now, because you are filled with so many emotions

You can also open your recording app and talk out loud. If you feel like crying, honestly just cry. Crying is a great thing: it means your soul is opening up bit by bit. Take a pen and paper or open up your recording app. You have to force yourself to do this one. You have a responsibility to your lifelong companion: Yourself.

Trust me I know what you are going through and it will get so, so much better. It is getting for me. Stop writing scribbles. Go to your room in silence. Let that sink in. Then talk to yourself. You are great at understanding people. It won’t be a problem to understand yourself. But ofc it is hard, but being in the state you are is hard too. So get up and tell yourself your story. You deserve to see what happens next and trust me you will love it.