sunset under a rain cloud

you can't kill me

someday you'll wish i was gone

but i'll always be in your dreams

when you hear this silence

(if silence can even be heard)

you remember,

you must

how you held me

the only person who knew

how my hands felt locked in yours

bodies together as one

safe.

for once

"will it ever happen again?"

i calmly scream

i keep the flowers pressed on my desk

hidden from the world

we could come back at any time

sunset colors

hidden under the cover of the rain clouds.