Sometimes

Sometimes,
I feel the urge to say,
Fuck you,
Screw you,
And run so far,
I could breathe easily even after running miles.

Sometimes,
I feel the urge to say,
Fuck it,
Screw it,
And hug like a bear,
So hard I mold them in me.

Sometimes
I feel the urge to say,
Fuck,
Shit,
And do it all again,
Without losing myself.

Sometimes,
I feel the urge to cry,
Without feeling weak,
Without feeling useless.

Sometimes,
I wish for a shoulder,
Not wisdom.
I wish for a listener,
Not lecturer.

Sometimes,
All I crave is presence,
Consideration,
Not understanding.

Sometimes,
Just sometimes,
I wish for someone,
To lean on,
Not depend,
To share,
Not dump.

Sometimes,
I feel really lonely,
Oh God!
Please either send that someone,
Or
Remove these sometimes.

— Sera Casanova