Me

I was walking down a path all alone not by choice but by a need to safeguard myself

To safeguard myself from the mockery of myself that I didn't even have an opportunity to create

To protect my personality that I have no idea what it actually is

To reject, even trying so the only thing I get is nothingness not regret

To call myself a victim because of the things that happened in the past to me is correct (maybe) but letting it affect the way I talk and interact with my precious people is neither fair to them nor for my love and sincerity for them

Life is unfair. I realise that but not even trying is rather pathetic and giving up even before trying to fight is making a mockery of myself.

Understanding and getting to terms with my past is something that I must do but to let it dictate my present and most importantly the future that I will share with my precious people is unfair to them

Past is the experience present is the decisions future is the result that is what I think

I do truly want to give my all so I don't end up making mistakes that would lead me to despair.

It's better to at least walk down a path that is of my choice and will rather than walking one which I have no desire or idea of what it may lead to. At least the path that I select may lead to a result that I desire.