Into Me

Always disappoint the apple cart,

Is it infatuation or love?

I am unable to understand,

My mood is always seasons,

But this time it isn’t.

My mind always small talk,

Never to gain.

Ambition or goals,

I am not sure whether I will decide,

To turn life to stepping stones,

I will surely lose.

But man nobody will hug me,

If I am sitting and screaming,

My heart out.

But man,

What if i am not a scholar,

I am into me.

What if i am not a dollar,

I am still into me.

What if i lost my color,

But still into me.

Not have been vigilante,

But sure i am into me.

It might seem white elephant,

But booking costs are high.

Not everyone can get elite,

Only a few hearts.

It might seem like a bridge,

Unsure and not rigid and unclimbable.

Those were the thoughts on mt everest,

But old mates went for it,

Some went down, some went in.

Well what if i lost big games,

I am still into me.

What if i am not scholar,

I am into me,

What if i am not a dollar,

I am still into me.

What if I am never going to win,

I am into me.

What if i lost all my color,

I’d be still into me.

Always into me,

Will be into me..