Dark Horse
To the person I used to be. (a poem)
I see you, head down.
Near the front row
First to race, to rise, to leap
Last to let go
of facts and forecasts
about the world
and the bet that you can't
Or they won't
let you do, or say.
They say, "Not okay, until we say."
"Pray for the day when you can play."
The game, the song, the show—
Collaborating? Compromising. Haggling? Gambling.
With a brass token
a patina life
Worth maybe something; a loaf of bread; a broken dime
A dozen times—
"Enough!"
"You're last!"
"Let go."
"Such are the forecasts for the world
and the fact that you can't."
"You just don't have It:
the Shine, the Sparkle; the Glow."
See, that's how they lose.
When they refuse to bet on the unsung
the un-drafted
the unheralded
And in the unexpectedness
that's when you race, rise, and leap
lunge, and punch
and punch, and punch
Knees crunched, back hunched
Still you punch, and punch.
From the hollows your plows echo
You bellow, "This is the day I play!"
Your game. Your song. Your show.
Lights out.
In the shadows
through the gaps so narrow
Out you wallop
and gallop to the front row.
I see you
Head up high.∎