Chronic Overthinker

When the clock goes tick tick,

The time runs great miles,

When the smile on me fades,

It brings a lot of sleepless nights,

The worthless situations I analyzed,

Chronically overthinking over lost times,

Times I spent staring at the sky,

Reminiscing every look I've had,

Whenever I felt happy or sad,

Those times I never cared to cry.

Just didn't care to cry.

Cruising through a sea of thoughts,

Imagining every worst possible times,

Just freaking out at making flaws,

Saluting at great achievements,

The worthless situation I analyzed,

Chronically overthinking over lost times,

Times I spent staring at the sky,

Reminiscing every look I've had,

Whenever I felt happy or sad,

Those times I never cared to cry.

Just didn't care to cry.

Undermining yourself better than outsiders,

Feeling insecure of your own habits,

Feeling low cause someone looks fit,

Calling yourself worthless,

What a chronic thinker does is maybe all this.

Every time I wanted to become great,

Chronically overthinking my potential,

Times I spent staring at the sky,

Reminiscing every looks I have had,

Whenever I looked happy or sad,

Those times I never I cared to cry,

And thought things that hit so hard,

What have I become now?

Something I wrote long back, it's about I feel I am at the present and how I was in past different from how I am now!!, hope it's good