Chronic Overthinker

When the clock goes tick tick,

The time runs great miles,

When the smile on me fades,

It brings a lot of sleepless nights,

The worthless situations I analyzed,

Chronically overthinking over lost times,

Times I spent staring at the sky,

Reminiscing every look I've had,

Whenever I felt happy or sad,

Those times I never cared to cry.

Just didn't care to cry.

Cruising through a sea of thoughts,

Imagining every worst possible times,

Just freaking out at making flaws,

Saluting at greater achievements,

The worthless situation I analysed,

Chronically overthinking over lost times,

Times I spent staring at the sky,

Reminiscing every look I've had,

Whenever I felt happy or sad,

Those times I never cared to cry.

Just didn't care to cry.

Dining at only where prestigious thoughts resided,

Undermining yourself better than outsiders,

Feeling insecure of your own habits,

Feeling low cause someone looks fit,

Calling yourself worthless,

What a chronic thinker does is maybe all this.

Every time I wanted to become great,

Chronically overthinking my potential,

Times I spent staring at the sky,

Reminiscing every looks I have had,

Whenever I looked happy or sad,

Those times I never I cared to cry,

And thought things that hit so hard,

What have I become now?

Something I wrote long back, it's about I feel I am at the present and how I was in past different from how I am now!!, hope it's good