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When I feel like this, I don’t know what to do

Writing to you feels like the next step.

We were so unhealthy together

It was so wrong

I couldn’t help it.

We needed help.

Is this why I was so angry

The fact that you were not enough for me

Or was it that I was not enough for you

And what is it that I feel?

That we felt.

Vulnerable

Just plain vulnerable

And

Stretched

It hurt

I hated it

We hated it together.

I know that it’s not you.

But what do I do with you?

So where do we go from here

For me

From me

To me?

 It was lovely knowing you and yes, I do love you too.